The awarness of the Self just surprises me in every single stage of my life. Coaching and mentoring Women's for last 13 years and In the same time healing and growing within myself has been a literall quantum jump of my life existence.
Once I thought I got this shadow work,healing on all levels so deeply and became so easy to see it,dive in it and transmute it ,the spirt has shown me one more time how I actually don't know anything. 😅
What I mean when I say that is something new showed up in my awareness that I haven't been even thinking is possible. (New neuralpathways making connections)
You are now wandering what is that Jelena,haha its been a ride but I got through the lesson and am still integrating it and embodying into my cells so I become it and fully share the whole story.
But in short it is becoming aware and healing my " FUTURE TRAUMAS "😳
What?? U wander How's that even possible, I know it sounds insane doesn't it, but ouh my God that is what exactly happened to me in last couple of months.
You know how they say -once u open the doors of your awarness and consciousness it only starts becoming wider and wider, so boom 💥 I start seeing my future "trauma" or we call it the future quantum timeline, through where I am at in this present moment of time and to heal that future manifesting I needed to experience and feel my future trauma as it is happening right now,this moment.Even though it wasn't happening" to me" at all -"yet! "
Now, how that future quantum timeline showed up is through becoming more aware of the actions and behaviours in the present moment on a daily bases leading to the same outcome my feminine Ancestors had which I just heard about, it was a story i never resonated with as it wasn't happening to me (yet) 😉
But u can definitely say that lingering vibration was awakening the process of reminding me my future if I don't enter and heal the feminine ancestral trauma.
Remember this is very settle energy lingering that's I still haven't embodied "yet" as also the age of your Ancestors are important when they have manifested this in their life's. So it was obvious to me that this trauma started in their early 30 and escalated in their 50s.
💥 Increadbly courageous step to heal your future trauma manifesting decade later as it did in them and in the same time healing their feminine ancestral blockage through yourself.
Every step ow the way of your existence will show u more about yourself,stay open to receive it,trust it no matter how crazy and hard it looks like in the moment, feel it to heal it,seek guidance and support and trust the process.
Do not settle for less,do not settle in comfort of your on discomfort.
There is much more to you, to life actually.
ACT don't ignore it as it becomes louder and lauder till it screems I to your face.
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Love you all and love sharing with you
Thank you for being part of this community.
Jelena
Women's Holistic Transpersonal Health Mentor and Educator
www.jelenapetelinkar.com