Updated: Dec 17, 2018
On a cold December night, snowflakes were dancing their very known, and unknown dance, every time when the stardust came down to Earth to play. That night, I was that Stardust. The sky was using Universal colors to paint this Magical moment of pure joy, love, light and presence, making Art that only a conscious existence knew how to recognize itself in it.
Through the eyes of Universe itself projecting in me- I, pure consciousness, decided to come to this Earth plane and experience Body, Mind and Soul combined into called “Human experience”.
December 5th, 1989, I opened my magical blue eyes. In that moment, only I knew is LOVE- I WAS LOVE, she was love and he, he loved me as Earth loves the Rain. In this Physical Earth, I didn’t know about human concepts, their projections on each other, beliefs that doesn’t belong to them, that are holding so tight for who they “think” they really are. But eventually, it came to me, without even wanting it. It hit me hard. In that moment, I consciously knew, that I surrendered to Human experience.
And it all began…
Deep in my conscious existence, I knew where I’m coming from, and I felt it a long the way of my human existence, but physical World wanted me to suppress it and play the role in this Movie- a Dream, called” LIFE”. I became a good actress. I took the role they gave me, even though, every night, upon the human “sleep experience” I would wake up “HOME” being reminded that I am the Universe, experiencing itself.
But, this time, it was different! The role they gave me was” To live life from emotion of “fear”, they called it. The intensions and emotions I was projected on, were not even mine, but I took them. I knew I needed to take them - to learn them -unlearn them and come back HOME to LOVE, LIGHT, PEACE and JOY, so I can light up the Human race - once again.
Deep emotion called “Fear” was “normal” in this dimension. But, I knew that nothing else exist than LOVE. Juggling between my Higher Self and Physical self as I was growing up and struggling to accept “Fear” as my existence, the answers were coming every night through the Dreams. It would be so intense that I was waking up in Astral body and then back to my physical body most of the nights with intense emotions and energy presence. Upon awakening, the emotions and experience I had in my “Dreams” would happen in the physical life immediately, and they would have called it “Coincidence”.
Only, for me, it was happening all the time.
I would “knew” when the new stardust was coming down to Earth and I would know when the physical body” falls asleep” and soul transit back into its form of pure consciousness. I knew everything before it happens, I felt it so deeply.
Trying to suppress this Divine call, every time would become louder and louder. That night, I had strong call of Divine, that night, America dropped first Bomb on Belgrade 1999, when I was only 9 years old. It took me 12 years later to completely accept and let it guide me to places unknown, which happened very shortly after it.
Leaving my country just with 21 years old, my soul alone was guiding me to places unknown where I felt my existence needed to be in that moment of “time”. From there, I went on a solitude exploration- journey of shedding all beliefs, social hypnosis norms, projections, purging emotions I was holding deep inside of my human body.
I became thirsty to come back “HOME” true state of Love that I came from the first.
Exploring Human mind, body and soul in India, Himalayas, Shri Lanka, Indonesia-Bali, Dubai, United States, Great Britain, learning from shamans and teachers about ancient techniques I finally after 7 years found HOME and purest form of me.
My Purpose in life is to show you your own light!
“When I am myself, my true authentic self, free of self-hatred free of self judgement then I am my most revolutionary. It takes vulnerability to be yourself, and it take vulnerability to find strength in your own identity. For me vulnerability authenticity power goes hands by hands. When I am my most authentic self
I am also the self that people find easy to connect to. On the end of the day isn’t that how we connect with another human being- through our authenticity and vulnerability and isn’t that how we can actually Transend these barriers that we constructed. Vulnerability and authenticity is our strength.”
I am also the self that people find easy to connect to. On the end of the day isn’t that how we connect with another human being- through our authenticity and vulnerability and isn’t that how we can actually Transcend these barriers that we constructed. Vulnerability and authenticity is our strength.”
“We live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to the moon that moves the sea, and you don’t believe in Miracles?”
LOVE YOU ALL